Hypercube In My Belly

March 5th, 2008

If you’re just joining us, this is the third post in a series on my experiences with etheric implants.

Contents:
I. Negative Entities and Etheric Implants: An Introduction
II. The Blocking and Unblocking of my Crown Chakra
III. Hypercube In My Belly
IV. Heart Chakra Implant and a Retaliation Strike
V. Etheric Implant Causing Physical Problems
VI. Did I Swallow a Manhole Cover?
VII. Lifelong Problems of Unknown Origin Solved by Implant Removal
VIII. Negative Entities and Etheric Implants: Conclusion

Shortly after having the crown blockage removed, I discovered “something” in my stomach. It was like a little ball of fear, dread, tension — not a fear OF anything specific; more like something made of the feeling itself was sitting inside. It had been there for a long time, possibly even back into childhood… but it was one of those things where if something has always been a certain way, you may never question that it isn’t normal to feel that way all the time.

I’m pretty sure that feeling was always there just below conscious awareness to some extent, but I would really notice it when I’d try to meditate; i.e. when all other stimulus was blocked out. It would make real meditation nearly impossible, because I could never fully relax. I noticed it even more when I learned how to connect to other people energetically. When I would reach for someone, or do any kind of awareness action really, it would “flare,” cause a fear-spike, which of course kept me from being able to sense much of anything through it. I would reach through it anyway, but could perceive very little, and what little I did was probably distorted by it. While it hasn’t stopped me from trying to pursue my development over the past few years, its definitely made it a lot more difficult. If nothing else its taught me a lot about how to disregard a fear response and act regardless, but for practical purposes its often been like trying to run a marathon with weights tied to your ankles.

In retrospect I know this interfered with my ability to connect with others over the years; it would flare in social situations as well, oddly enough even among people I was comfortable with. Nowadays of course I’m of the mind to “feel the fear and do it anyway,” but when I was younger it took years before I got to the point where I said “I don’t like the way things are, so I need to start changing things, uncomfortable or not.” Before then, I was more likely to miss opportunities and avoid situations that would cause this fear response. I believe this is also part of what had caused me to often be perceived as overly guarded, since when we feel fear, our natural shields and defenses all go up at the energetic level.

When I really started focusing on this issue, at first I thought it was some former, fear-based aspect of myself. I did a whole lot of internal work (technique here) on every possible issue that came to me. While it didn’t get rid of the problem, I believe it detached those aspects from the etheric object causing the problem, and made it a lot easier to recognize it as something foreign. It’s hard to explain what it feels like to still be having a fear response to things you aren’t remotely bothered by, as if something is hijacking your system and going “FEARFEARFEAR!!!” As it turns out, that’s exactly what it was.

After regular internal work only diminished but didn’t remove the problem, I began exploring the spot where I felt the fear coming from energetically. I localized it to a place in the bottom of my stomach roughly the size of a golf ball, and discovered I could make it flare by poking at it with my awareness. By this time was increasingly being led to believe this wasn’t a psychological idea — it was an etheric object that shouldn’t be there. I had Gehenna do a scan, and when she came out of trance several minutes later, she said that what she’d found was a hypercube.

What’s a Hypercube?

That was my first question too. I had some vague knowledge of them, but finding one lodged in your gut has a way of suddenly making the details a lot more relevant. Without going into a lengthy discussion, a hypercube is a multidimensional object, and is pictured at the top of this post. For a real world example of what we’re talking about; we exist in three dimensions, and we perceive a tree as a fixed object at a certain stage in its development. If you could perceive in four dimensions, you’d see that tree as a seed, a sapling, a fully grown tree, the lumber it was eventually made into, and everything in between — simulatenously. The fourth dimension and above are the planes that a hypercube would operate on.

Why a Hypercube?

First it helps to keep in mind that when these etheric objects are found, all that is being perceived is energy. When the perceiver processes the information they’re receiving about the subject, its function and so forth, it translates into something familiar. I believe Gehenna’s background in physics was what caused her to see it this way, and also what gave her the ability to remove and destroy it permanently. Someone with a different background may have perceived a different object, or not been able to see it at all. Similar to my example of the tree above, she described seeing the hypercube in all phases of its (and my) existence. I believe the significance of it being a hypercube indicated that it could move fluidly through my entire timeline, escape detection, destruction and even remake itself. As an analogy, imagine that a character in a movie is wearing a hat throughout the film. Now imagine you stop the film, and digitally remove the hat from a single frame. Have you removed the hat from the movie? No, of course not; if you define that frame as the character’s “present,” you would still have to remove the hat from his past and future if you wanted to get rid of it completely. If your mind is boggling at this point… join the club.

Anyway, after the hypercube was removed that spot felt better immediately, but then I noticed that I could feel a similar fear sensation a bit further up, near my solar plexus. It was interesting to me being able to feel fear that high up, rather than “in the pit of one’s stomach” where it usually comes from. Gehenna checked again, and found what she described as a “transmitter.” She intuited that this one was dangerous and needed to be gotten rid of quickly, so she projected outside the house, threw it in the air… and saw it explode. Um… better than having it explode inside my torso I suppose. Ahem.

After all this, I was feeling pretty great, though I did feel like something was still a bit higher up near my heart. Gehenna was pretty drained by this time though, so she had a rest and I sent her some healing energy… which I could feel for the first time! Over the next few days I noticed a lot of little things had changed; stuff I barely recognized consciously as a problem until it was gone. Just running down the road to the store one evening I realized I used to have anxiety spikes from this thing just passing people on the street. If anything this had the opposite of its intended effect — even not knowing what was causing it, I would deliberately challenge this feeling to overcome it by making an effort to acknowledge people I encountered, have conversations with strangers and so forth. You’d think the anxiety about these things would have diminished with practice, but it never did. Now I know why. And literally overnight, the discomfort just isn’t there anymore. I also found that I was SO much more relaxed in general, able to perceive energy better, and even had a few first experiences with basic scanning. Lots more practice needed there, though. I feel like I’m exercising muscles I didn’t know I had…

The next night more stuff was found and removed from my system. If we had any doubts that these things were deliberately put in me by something malicious before, those doubts were also squashed when we received what can only be described as a retaliation strike. More on that in the next post.

–Palehorse

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